Hi everyone, long time no see!
Basically this blog is on hiatus. I’m surprised I still get so many hits a day although I haven’t written in months.
See, I’m a lot older than I was when I started this. I finished 10th, 11th, 12th and seminary and I’ve done seem deep work, as you have seen over the course of this blog. I actually like myself, I’m actually putting forth effort to seriously try and make some change in this world- under my real name. I’ve made some pretty big decisions, and a lot of my life is now up in the air. On one hand, it’s really awesome! Not being tied down has helped me really forge ahead with my writing, inner work, etc. I have the courage to really put myself out there and work on projects that I hope will help klal yisorel! In my personal life I’ve made strides, and am working hard to make amends and do things I never thought I could, emotionally I’m light years away from where I was, and there’s so much more I have in sight to do. I’m putting myself out there, my name out there, and I’m no longer scared of the world and who might seem to be against me.
Maybe one day I’ll have the courage to tell you all who I am. I truly would love to, because this blog has held all of struggles, pain, tears, triumphs, ups, and downs. It holds a story of someone just like you, just trying to hold on and find the truth.
Well, then there’s shidduchim. 😉
Anyway, I have so much I want to do! Although I know this blog has been so helpful for so many people, to read, to write in, to follow, I know I can help people by creating things much bigger than this blog, but that means I won’t have time and energy to give to here.
This isn’t goodbye, I don’t think it will ever be. I know I’ll post again, I just don’t know when. Surely if I get engaged, or anything else really big happens it will be put up here, beyond that I’m not sure when I will write again.
But…I’m leaving my email account open. I do check it daily. I post comments that are submitted, and yeah. I want to hear from you guys! I’m never going to close my email account for this blog.
Feel free to email me 📧(love your emails guys! 💖) or comment down below 👇
-Hadassi Shachar (firstname.lastname@example.org💌)