Black to Pink to Yellow


From here I can only go up (only go up)
From black to pink to yellow
On the top of my lungs I’ll bellow
From here I can only go up (only go up)
I’m swinging on high from
being connected to him and my inside

Haven’t you ever noticed the way the dawn’s light cracks the heavens open-
how the pink comes before the light
If you don’t hope, no good will come, you gotta wait, have faith
before you decide to run, and fly away like a kite

From when the dark descended
evil befriended
But I intended to do this right
Although courage slips
and things were amiss
I told G-d I would make it to see the light

From here I can only go up (only go up)
From black to pink to yellow
On the top of my lungs I’ll bellow
that from here I can only go up (only go up)
I’m swinging on high from
being connected to him and my inside
and going up

Maybe you weren’t there, but I was and it was awful
I never thought I’d see an end for a while
but I keep hearing more good news, accomplishments never thought I’d do
maybe life for me is taking on a new style

And when it was just I
And the daily tears blurred my eyes
I held on to what I had
but the purpose of plunge 
is to only one day climb higher rungs
and I Jumped back like the yoyo I am

From here I can only go up (only go up)
From black to pink to yellow
On the top of my lungs I’ll bellow
that from here I can only go up (only go up)
I’m swinging on high from
being connected to him and my inside
and going up

And you didn’t leave me alone oh oh
You gave me tools, props to handle this crazy show 
even when things seemed pointless
you gave me the people, the tools to find purpose

From here I can only go up (only go up)
From black to pink to yellow
On the top of my lungs I’ll bellow
that from here I can only go up (only go up)
I’m swinging on high from
being connected to him and my inside

From here I can only go up
I’ve seen the bottom, and I’m not there anymore

From here I can only go up
I don’t know what tomorrow will be but my past mistakes are not me
From here I can only go up
From dark to hope to light
From black to Pink to sight
From here I can only go up
From here I can only go up

Okay, I really wish I could tell all of you specifically what happened but I can’t. (Privacy reasons) but what I can say is that something happened this past week that I never believed would happen, and as I get older, and realize where my life is heading I see that from here I can only go up. I know I’ve dealt with the worst of the storm. I’m going to be 18 very soon, and well, I’m going to go onto college or seminary next year and I can really just separate from everything I once knew and declare me to be me. It’s a really awesome feeling. I would never of been able to get to here without A LOT of siyatta dishmaya, tears, and help from G-d. 

I want to thank all of you readers for being awesome and loyal to my blog! It means a lot to me!

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❤ Hadassi
hadassi98@gmail.com

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