Won’t let me go (poem)


Pictures
Smiling plastic
Barbie smiles
Cuz the world is just grand
is it not?
While sadness overwhelmes
my entire being
And won’t let me go
And won’t let me go
I cannot even cry
For my tears have been dried up
Vanished
But inside my soul howls
A deep sad, broken howl
I don’t know
Anything
Confusion
What to do
How to make it stop
Why can’t I just be like everyone else?
Why can’t I have a barbie smile?
Why can’t I just let go?
I’ve been called depressed
I’m not I tell myself
I’m just…sad
It’s not depressed
It’s…I don’t know
I have so many reasons to smile
But yet, this sadness envelopes me in it’s cocoon
And won’t let me go
And won’t let me go
While my soul howls like the freezing wind
That has apperaed, seemingly from no where
I blame myself
for not trying hard enough
for not seeming normal enough
for all the times I fell down recently
But it’s past
Trying to change it is like
trying to hold air
It is there
but not here
The sadness envelopes me in it’s cocoon
And won’t let me go
And won’t let me go

 

 

– – Keeping Hope – – (My messed up translation :P)
It’s another tedious night of shadows and nightmares
And someone could go crazy, the hours seem frozen 
I remember good times that flowed like water
And now, from so many prayers- I can no longer see the sky (meaning through the tears covering your eyes)
 
Our life here is like a giant wheel
Between fire and earth, between home and away 
And what it’s like today, we’ve fallen on our knees
Suddenly, from overflow of tears, you can’t see eyes (meaning through the tears people can no longer see eyes, because there’s so many)
 
(Chorus) 
What else is left for us except faith 
What else is there among all that has changed 
Day After another day, year after year 
What else is there besides…
 
What else is left for us except for the love 
What else is left except to just keep Hope 
Day After another day, year after year 
What else is left for us except faith 
 
And there’s someone who watches from up high over me
Wiping away a tear of Mother, who has waited too long
The light has yet to be revealed, from the depths of the night
The new morning will rise again, we will continue going onward
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