Ya, I know life is really hard.
But somewhere in my heart and mind I just know Hashem has got my back, even if things are going crazy. Crazy? Well, like finals are really hard, especially if they are in a different language other than your main language…and, I dunno, I’ve been on such a low lately…you know??? When I feel like talking to no one, cuz no one will care, and I neglect my relationship with Hashem too. Where you are all moody and not watching what you eat…so ya…
I’m sitting here crying-I’m on such a low
I feel like dying, I got no place to go
This past week, I’ve just ignored Hashem
even though he’s calling to me again and again
But the purpose to descend is always to ascend and go higher than ever before
So when I get out of this rut, I’ll be asking for more and more..
Last week’s Mishpacha Teen Pages had two of my poems, though for some reason it was printed as one, I’m sure you can figure out where the first stops and the second one begins.