Who are you? (Becoming a creator)


Hi everyone! Here is my post, as promised! Who are you? We made are made up of so many different parts. Hashem has given you so many gifts, talents, abilities. He gave you your personality, your family, your wants, desires, etc. How can you claim to own any of these things when they are all…

First 2 months of Seminary in a nutshell


Hi everyone! I’m so sorry, I never expected to be this busy with seminary! I promise I’ll be posting a real interesting post this friday bezrat hashem, and perhaps even before that. This post is going to be just very light, updates, random thoughts versus my usual thought out concentrated posts that have conclusions and…

First Impressions


Hi everyone! Seminary is wonderful! I’m so happy Hashem has given this chance to me, to make myself whoever I want to be. That’s what I have been doing. I wake up every morning and I’m just like “Hashem, thank you for the place I am in today!” I’ve already cried a few times these…

The fault is in the stars


The Unexpected Makes us feel threatened I’m seeking the one I call me Preceding victory Got dash quickly I’m the only woman alive you see For the life I mourn, I have not lived Yet the sky still yells apocolapse In my head in my head in my head What’s mine I’ve taken rightfully Now’s…

Mumble Jumble


Trying so hard yelling at my head discontentment, resentment for no reason that I comprehend when all should be good I feel at wits end Its raining screams tonight got an umbrella for the pain? I’m sick of drawing in puddles seeing the reflection in the rain broken from seeing the dreams getting washed away…

Switch of Positivity


One of the things I have been working this summer  on is being positive. Being only positive, and seeing everything with an ayin tovah. I know you have heard it before, and I know you are thinking: ‘I have read too many articles about this, and it doesn’t work. It’s a nice concept, but it…

And I’m back!


And I’m back! Did you guys miss me? I must apologize from dissapearing for such a long while…but at least I’m back now, I’m alive, well, and yeah! Wow…has it been 2 months? I’m actually pretty busy this summer, I have on and off jobs which is good because I don’t feel pressured, busy, and…

Broken into whole


“Only when you recognize and mourn the loss of broken dreams can you move past them” I thought that this year would be amazing. It was. Just in a completely different way than I had originally had conceived in my mind on the first day of school. I realized today that just because I am…

What does it mean to be a good person? (Poem)


This world is worth dust yet it all means so much to me and I want to start crying because nothing makes sense to be here We’re all running after dreams of what? Who says it’s not just mist and were all nuts about something that contradicts everything were working for and with I pursue…

A teen’s guide to surviving high school


Okay, so I’ve been waiting for the right moment to write. It usually hits me once a week, an idea I have been thinking of a lot recently sometimes with a poem I had written during the week. But recently it just hasn’t come. I mean I think, but I just feel my head is…